Settling In

I think I am finally settling in to my new role as mommy. I planned for it, I wanted it, but I could never have known exactly what kind of amazing joy being a mommy could be. My every thought and move is centered around this amazing little boy. I pray that through the Lord's guidance that I can be the best mom that Caleb could ever have. I pray that I can teach him to be a protector while still protecting him. Caleb is teaching me what joy is, in his perfect little bundle of happiness and I know that the richness of this bond and emotion is merely a glimpse of how the Lord sees me and you.